I thought my parents is getting me a iphone 4 white , i was so happy !
But..they are getting ipad for themselves. They are asking me to take their used phone
And they get the new ones.
Why can't i get a new phone?
I always been using my parents used fone.
I never had the feeling of holding my OWN new phone.
I will never have this chance..
No one cares for how i feel .
Didn't they know that i want to have this fone that i am willing to suffer for everything?
No pain no gain.
I know this well.
You all always say if you pass your studies then you will give me whatever i want .
I did pass with all my tough efforts. But i gain nothing why ?
Whenever i feel like giving up , i will think that i am doing this for the sake
of iphone 4. But why break my hope now?
I feel useless. I feel that whatever i do is not worth it .
I am really very sad..I have been crying until there is no more tears.
My eyes were red and swollen . It's hurts.
What i do wrong? I only ask for a iphone 4 white and that's it .
You all still told me that if the contract can we will get .
Do you know how happy i was?
I can't even sleep for days. I even dreamt of myself having iphone 4.
Why are you two treating me like this?
I have already lost my purpose in life...
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