Sunday, January 29, 2012

Its better without me . I'm sorry .

:(..I am so sad today . 29012012.
I thought my parents is getting me a iphone 4 white , i was so happy !
But..they are getting ipad for themselves. They are asking me to take their used phone
And they get the new ones.
Why can't i get a new phone?
I always been using my parents used fone.
I never had the feeling of holding my OWN new phone.
I will never have this chance..
No one cares for how i feel .
Didn't they know that i want to have this fone that i am willing to suffer for everything?
No pain no gain.
I know this well.
You all always say if you pass your studies then you will give me whatever i want .
I did pass with all my tough efforts. But i gain nothing why ?
Whenever i feel like giving up , i will think that i am doing this for the sake
of iphone 4. But why break my hope now?
I feel useless. I feel that whatever i do is not worth it .
I am really very sad..I have been crying until there is no more tears.
My eyes were red and swollen . It's hurts.
What i do wrong? I only ask for a iphone 4 white and that's it .
You all still told me that if the contract can we will get .
Do you know how happy i was?
I can't even sleep for days. I even dreamt of myself having iphone 4.
Why are you two treating me like this?
I have already lost my purpose in life...

Friday, January 27, 2012

Fall in love with someone who deserves your heart, not someone who plays with it.


Here we come , its friday! TGIF! ^o^
Haha at red cross training today we had cny celebration.
lao yu shen ! HEHE! But i never eat haha , i only like the peanuts.
L0L . Listening to trouble maker now.
^^
Seen you just now ..You purposly want come in my class one is it ?
Seriously , why must you appear infront of me ?
And i also saw something i don't wanna see.
Purposely one right ? HAHA. ._.
What is face book close one day ?
How am i going to carry on with my life without fb?
Haix..even picnik is closing already .
Sad uh . 2012 a bad luck year uhh.
>:(
Haha , i don't know what to write already la ..
Today mood : 70/100:)
IWantToBeHappy like nobody else . :/

Monday, January 23, 2012

Love is blind. Marriage is the eye opener.





Soo , i am sure you all know what is my out fits already right ?
For some people who don't know , my outfits is red checkers with shorts!
And i love pooh bear! don't you find it cute!
I pull out my pooh bear ear! cause happy new year mah!
So must pull ear am i right? Make sense?
Hahaha! My art home is undone and i am lazy doing it..
What should i do?
Haix..Sadd man ! :(
ang pao kind of less this year T.T

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Having so many stones in your pocket you begin to forget and neglect the diamond you once had






HEY yo!?
Its me again taking silly photos? heehee!
Its the first day of chinese new year today , and i am not changed yet!
HEEHEE! Well , i am kind of excited for my relatives to come.
Cause that's means more angpao already..:)
I still want to let you all guess whats my out fits ? heeeheee~
Mum making chocolate founder later! SWEET~
Yesterday got some crazy people scold me in twitter..
Siao ah!
Okay bye! -pokpokpokmooo-

Friday, January 20, 2012

Follow the flow ~






So yeah i am back!
Mum and sis went out and i am freaking bored so i took lots of phots. :)
Few more days will be chinese new year! I will show you'all my
Day 1 outfit alright ?<3

Last year , i have done so much bad stuff , i hope this year i can change to be a
better person . :)
I want my every bad stuff to be gone away from my body !
And hope i get more ang paos this year okay ?
This girl is then pretty okay?!
PFFT. Okay , this is my mummy!
And i am er jie , i am from boooooooomz family! :)
This is my xiao mei !
This is my mars cousin!

This is my Ah Gong!
This is my Mummy!

This is my skinny hanzi daddy!
This is my san jie!

This is my da Ge!
This is my Da Jie!


This is my san ge!
My Si Ge!
My Er Ge! we born in the same month! L0L.
This is my family. They are the ones that always accompany me when i feel low and lonely . They will always make their best effort to make me smile ! what more do i want ? Thanks family for everything! Let remain our family relationship like this okay ? :D Love you all alot! :')

Monday, January 16, 2012

I want my past back , i do miss the times with you .

I really do miss the times with you .
I know it all my fault.
I am really very sorry .
I really wanted you to come back ..
But , i  know it's impossible right ?
Sorry ex-best friend..
Our memories will always kept in my heart . The happinese you gave me .
The awesome stuff that you give me .
I am grateful .
Although you are giving my attitdute now , I won't mind .
I deserve it right ?
From the first day of school 2011 , i really wanted to be your best friend .
But i really can't remember why i want to fight with you and lose you this best friend .
I miss you alot . :/
But you already move on  , i can't .
I am always staying in our memories .
Will you be my friend back ?
We still have a clinque y'know ?
Please come back ?
Maybe is really not fate yeah ?
But thanks for making friends with me or else i will feel so anti social without any friends . :(
Thank you , i will try to move on so yea...

Monday, January 02, 2012

We all have that one friend who always gives the best relationship advice , but is still single .

Hello. -BlinkBlink-
OKay , school is starting tmr ! And i am so excited !
Maybe because i feel lonely at home ?
Haha. Erm , my font change right? WTF?
Whatever la , at least can type can liao(:
Okay Let you all have a sneak peek on my cousin :)
Saw her? she cute right? Ikr. Hahah!
Her name is hui ying. From malaysia.
My neice, okay did i spell wrongly ? Tsk , forget it . 
She has a beautiful eyes. L0L.
Do we look alike? Nah.
Alright , will post soon ! 
School <3