45th post 2011

I am always sucks at choosing friends...
I hate myself for being dumb!-,-

44th post (Y)

Is things changing already?

Haiz..Am i really a dumb bitch?

I am feeling so lonely...

I feel lyk a invisible to you.

I am very tired le.

I had tried my best to think what i can do..

But i failed in the end.

Haiz...i had been always thinking all the memories with you..

But when i think it,tears just falls down my checks..

what had i done?

Sorry really no cure right?

Haiz...I am sorry..T.T

43th post 2011D:

 

Do you notice that our friendship is getting further?
Its drifting! 
Tsk...
nvm...i am not going to care anything.
sending text and you won't reply.
but i confirm,
when she sent it.
you will reply..
what close friend is this?
damage.
idk what to d0o...
I am not trusting friends anymore.
Y'know why?
the feeling is sucks!
I had enough of it.
you lyk her your prob.
i am not gonna care anymore.
i sometimes also felt myself annoying.
I am tired of this life.
I am not happy at all.
From now onwards,
There is no such thing as friends in my life.
Everything stop.
Talkin to you is the same as talkin to the wall.
I rather talk to the wall instead.
my life is getting miserable..
do you care?
you don't.
you are happy wif her...
now became close friend liao lo..
and me?
ignoring me.
tsk.
i hate here!
i hate you.
i hate moving to here.
i hate the way u change!
U wan ignore?
IGnore! cox i am not gonna care anymore.
i will ignore u too..
cox..i had started to dislike you..-'-

41th post 2011:O

will i ever be happy lyk this photo?
maybe not.
so worry of my result sia!
there is one stalker looking!!!
Chuan Ning i know is you!
haha lol
i ask u go see de:P
lalalala good luck to you kay chuan ning?
i <3<3 you!:D
i won!
lol:D

40th post 2011 :P

Just two more days!
LoL!
yep i am damn crazy.
the feeling is just lyk a bunch of butterflies in yr eyes!
You all should know why i am happy right?
Contact Lens is coming siol!
haha!
Chuan ning ikr!
you also excited de!
wo dan ran zi dao lah~
Trying to talk to a new friend:D


BasketBall court is ready lo!
OMGOSH~ i damn love it!
aisini!
haha~ wo yi jing fong le!
happy is a joy?
lol what rubbish i am talking?
i happy than must share~

)''( for those who always been looking at my blog:
Wa! you all stalker ah!
why see see wor?
haha! just kidding listeners!
you all are the great person!
lended me yr ears and hear
me talking shitty words!
hehe~ do continued to lend me kay?
i will be gratefull:D
all rite!
baibai~ <3

39th post 2011 :D

Finally,this had when back to normal~
thank you for your noticing girl..
I am very gratefull:)
here a smile for you:)
we maybe fighting for lyk idk how long..
but lets make everything stop kay?
you live yr own
i live mine.
So lets treat it as we don't know each other?
thank you..

We fight? yea..
But memories will always remain in the end.
haiz,thinking of having so much fun that time..
but things had changed le..
it truth,
things past very quickly..
anyway..i still wanna thanks for everything you had done last time:)
We are in the present now.
Shall try to forget the past.
thanks for being my friend:)
i dunno why i am writing this..
maybe..i just can't forget it..
nvm:) things will be gone very quickly:D
lyk how our memories flew~
okay, i should stop here..
Bai listeners~

38th post 2011:(

Oh well,hi again:)
Things is seriously going worst..
Hey come on la! You all cannot give us peace is it?
We are not even writing about you all leh!
What the fuck do you all wan?
We blocked you care so much for what?
It is our freedom not yours!
after the apology is you started first hor!
we wan to be back friends with you
but i think dun need le..
you dare say you nvr scold us vulgarities?
you swear?!
tsk! 
So you all wan to see a person commit sucide then you all happy isit?
she wanted to bang the car that time you all know a not?
And me?
I was insane that time.
you'know what?
i planning to jump down from the building and forget everything..
ya,you shld be thinking why i am still here.
Say me humji i dun mind.
I only know that only she,told me to chill~
and everything will be fine when we ignore it..
so i did.
i stop writing any post.
but, it is still the same.
we are like damn stress.
Sometimes,we were so stress that we ignore each other.
what do you all wan?
crying everyday at night..
i though it will make me feel better..
but it not.
it makes me feel even horrible.
we are not going to do anything to your contact lens.
all we want is to give it to you and that it.
you thought we wont give you?
LoL!
Impossible thinking huh?
cox of ,my crying..my eyes is turning swollen..
are you all ENOUGH?!
IDK what FUCKING idea you wan okay!
all i want is to stop this things can?
LEAVE US ALONE!

38th post 2011

Well looks lyk there is one news currently..
hmm..
Should i say it?
Oh well.
Hee~ it is just 5more days!
It is coming really!
whoo hoo!!! lol kays,bai~

37th post 2011

Just 7 more days...
Look how exciting i m~
It can be call us a week left!
WE wanted to stop all this augrement..
If you wanna continued,go ahead.
i can't help..
but dun remember,there is smth wif us..
i bet u might had forgotten it..isn't it?
haha! we now playing wif you all!
happpy?
at least i still have true friends with me~
ChuanNing,Alicia,HazelOng,Kenneth,LeonKyle and Hanwen..
They actually wan to help us..
but we decline it.
WE dun wan to make things worst do you get it?
Tsk!
Learn to forgive and forget?
It might nt be so true.
Ya its true,we might forgive..
but the insultment that you all had make
is horrible.
how could we forget it?
things is really not going well.
haiz..nvm~
idontcare le..
u wan carry on...thn idk le..

36th post 2011 _I_

Hey extra slut!
are you done following us?
You very irritating ley..
I can find that you are trying to break me and her friendship!
Dont be such a slut can anot?
you no friends meh?
come destroy others friendship..
you are heart wicked!
I don't trust friends now..
Except JellyFamily and my bestfriend which is ChuanNing!<3
Ya chunaning we shld ignore them...later they say
we find them trouble again..
then the arrow will shoot back at us..
haha! Be happy!:)
BaiBai~

35th post 2011 ^^V

Yo! Its me again...:)
Exam currently is a bit stress...
Hais..This days rite?
Have problem with some people.
We didn't really wanna find problem with you ley..
You are strange y'know?
Apologize to us and ignore us in school..:(
Wad we did?
You thought we so free to find problem with you meh?
Nt we started first y'know?
After our apologize you carry on to write..
It should be us asking what u wan from us?
We don't wan to set things worst!
I am not that free to play wif u also..
Hais..nvm..wadever you said,
i m not going to hear..
You once told us,
If we fight just apologize thn okay le..
But did you do that?
NO!
Everything of you is fake!
You once told us u dun like her..
now as close as blood sister..
Thn u tell us for what?!
I really can't understand u..
fuck! we just want to be friends back like last time..
cannot mah?
If u dun wan this friendship,Can!
Treat it as we had nvr met before..
OKay? -.- and u can stop yr arguement alrd!
I don't know you...-.-

34th post 2011xD

Haha! i am lyk so random..lol wee~ arriving contact lens! boo~ lol i am retarted:) hahaha...that is for a short advertisment...

                          BaiBai fans~

33th post 2011! :x

Hey People who had been looking at my post all the time...
History exam and art is over..
Well history abit hard..
But manage to finish it...lol!
CheeYun said that her friend had ordered the contact lens!
Yay! I am gonna have two pairs le!
LoL!
Unhappy now.
Hey bitch,could u mind not to follow us anymore?
You are damn irritating...
Without you those days..
we were so so happy..
Since u join back us again...
I felt that you are extra..
Could you leave us alone?
Be a friendfinder for what?
You have your friends rite?
Than LanJiao come here for what siol?!
Always vent anger at us...
We your angertorch is it?
Ccb! awak damn buey song u sia!
Knn! everytime must us wait for you...we also not that close as you rite?
You very de chibai ley...
Now recess also wan to follow us...
U siam keyimah?
You only wan extra come into our friendship..
We don welcome you kay?
I always ignore u then keep on come fan me!
_|_ this is for you la! Slut!
I thn dunwan be your friend eh~
Leave us alone! ChiBai! 
FuckYou!-,-''|

                                   -True friends are bestfriends not friend..I only treat you as a friend..so dun come close to us as if you are my closefriend..clear?-

32th post!!!:o

Hey i am back again..
Currently at leon kyle house
Writing post...
LoL! i look lyk a freak rite?
Haha!Just kidding...
Chuan Ning and me suspect that 
cheeyun friend blogshop might be a scam..
so we when to chuanNing sister recommend blog..
Haha now damn happy! The person had contact chuanning..
Later she going to punggol plaza pay the amount!
Than wait until 24may or 23 may for the lens to come...
Hey,Just what colour we buy?
HAHAHa! Can't guess bah~
We bought angel grey together..
ChuanNing buy one more which is angel purple..
If the blogshop that cheeyun is not a scam..
We will get one more too...
Means that ChuanNing will have three pairs..
While me will have two pairs...
Haha! So happy now! Wish the day faster arrived..
Love you contact lens lol!!!
I sot liao....:D

31th post 2011;happy

Hey guys!
Friendship towards me now a days is getting tougher...
I can't help to it...
I was getting tired..
I was so stress about it..
You might thought i am a joker...
But in the end..I m not!
I am not happy at all....
I had treated you the way i treated as my real sister...
But in the end...This is what i got:
Calling your names for so many time but you did not answered me..
You heard me..But u pretend...
Ignoring me...
Or when talking to you there is no reply...
I know you dislike me..I can't help...
There is so many friends with you..
You don't even need me...
It's my fault kay?
Not yours....
Apologise to you is nth...It is just lyk saying abc...
I wanted to let go these things...But i always said..GIve you a chance..
But did you really used these chance?
You didn't...You are even getting too much...
I know you love to talk to them...
But what abt me?
I feel lyk i m talking to the wall....
No one is listening to what i said...
I am sad..
But sad got used?
Do you care?
Nah~
You took things for granted...
And you wanted more!
All i could give you is these....
But...it is tough to be your friend..
I can't even vent my anger infront of you...
You don't concern about me...you just leave...
These is so horrible!
I was now getting regret being our friend...
I mind to let you vent anger at me..
but what if it is me?
I vent anger at myself..
fuck! why makes my life damn hard to carry on?
Can't you spare a thought of me?
I hate you seriously...
I don't want to see you anymore!
Thats it....

                     -So what if you had alrd found your own friend? they will just leave you one day-

30th post 2011 :P

You once called me bitch!
Did i call you that before?
I did not.
You were the one who took my friends.
Now you come complaint.
Wad the fuck you wan?
Friends doesn't nid to be pretty or what...
It is to see the inner side of you!
Everything you said is fake...
You pangseh them..
I went to them and be their friend.
Thn you jealous abt them.
You come snatch it back.
What your problem do you wan now?
I dont think i look like a bitch to you.
Dog is cute, do you mind not to insult them?
Karma will get you...
Friends are leaving you.
But you still dont know....
You make yourself sucks!
I m gonna avoid you....-bleh-:P






                       - And you're not beautiful, you are just beyond it-

29th post 2011 o..o

Hey people! sorry uh...1 week never post anything...don't angry wif me kay?
Mid year is around the corners...
I have been so busy...
I seriously hate bitches...
You too right cn?
Well, everyone change...
We can't control their lifee...
I felt useless...
I know you did it behind of us...
But i just hope u don't let me saw it...
thats it...
But why must you show me?
You change alot dude!
You are more gangster sort...
Last time you were not like that...
Why must u make us hate you...
I don't understand...
We did nothing wrong why must you treat us like that?

Luckily..HO and AS sometimes comfort us...
or else we might went mad now!
You said we copy you?
We didn't...
Is you the one...
Seriously...idw to have ememnies in school...
It is so tough.
Where we have a war...
We treat you so well...And this is how u repay us huh?
By goin wif the person we hate?
Sua...we know they can make you feel that you have friends...
Thn what abt us?
dump us or smth?
i don't get it...Why must there always have augrement in friendship...
It sux seriously..
The feeling is so...hais...idk how to said it...
I don't trust friends...
I only trust good/Best friends and slibings...
I only trust these kind of friends...
they were the one who encourage me to go on with me with my life
and ignore those that is not worth...
I hate them.
Thats what i m gonna say....
You guys might not understand or who i m talkin...but i m not going to carry on...
                   BaiBai:)


                          - Love is life...If you miss love,You miss life...-