Have you ever have a feeling of giving up what you are fighting for over a period ?
I do . It's just soo difficult for me to forget someone .
People always asked me do u have a crush? Or smth . I always replied no in case they ask me anymore annoying questions that i don't wish to answer.
And yes i do have a crush . Like seriously , everyone confirm will have his/her own crush right?
It just depends if we want to tell them or not .
But what if you have a crush who flirts with girls in front of u , mentioning girls who are prettier in front of you ?
How will u guys react ? I really wanna know .
It's just so tough for me to stop thinking about it . One day , he will treats u super good but another day , he will just be mean and annoying to u .
What does that suppose to mean ?
I really wanna give up crushing on him. No easy really not easy . Memories are the ones that prevent me from doing it . I hate it . Why can't i delete these memories in my brain ? WHY OH WHY?
After that , i realize that there is another girl also crushing on him .
Maybe i should give up right? I don't wanna be the spoiler or the third party .
They should be together . I am not even good in anything... I will give up . I really will .
Sorry for all these lol . It's just i really have nobody to talk to therefore i am just ranting here or smth .
Bye guys.
